Deliverance From Addicted Life Of Fornication And Immorality – By: Sister Lindsay

The spirit of guilt is used by Satan to keep to your consciousness so that it will bring down your praise and it will pull down your worship instead of giving God 100% you’re giving him less than a hundred. You’re giving him maybe 50% why because you still feel guilty about the things that you’ve done. But I will talk about your innocence through the blood of Jesus.

 

Colossians 2:13-16 “Blotting out the handwriting of ordinances that was against us, which was contrary to us, and took it out of the way, nailing it to his cross. And you, being dead in your sins and the uncircumcision of your flesh, hath he quickened together with him, having forgiven you all trespasses;And having spoiled principalities and powers, he made a shew of them openly, triumphing over them in it”

 

The Bible in the book of Colossians says he has erased everything in the handwriting’s of ordinance contrary to us. So we are face with our guilt conscious and sometimes it’s even hidden (unconscious guilt) We felt we feel it’s due to our previous disobedience towards God.

 

For example, I was a very lustful person. I was a person who nobody could trust. I was a person who slept with married men. I was a person who slept with anybody’s boyfriend or fiancé. I didn’t care and so when I came to Christ, first of all the only people who would actually sit and listen to me were men.

 

At first I thought that was a good start. Lord thank you for allowing me to build up what I messed up and it was usually the people or the ones that I had done the wrong with, for example I could only preach to lesbians and men and I thought that was God’s way of redemption but the funny thing is that Satan send people to watch you. To satanically inject you and to poison your conscious mind subconsciously. This is why I say don’t be so quick to rush to the pulpit, Satan is smart. May the grace of God be upon us.

 

I will explain, after I got kicked out of my parent’s house for serving the Lord Jesus I went to go live with my brother Mike a prophet and his wife, and his two children and at the time I still battle with lust very heavily and my mind was already poisoned.

 

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There was no speaking of purity in my mind. Though I went to a Ministry that preaches about repentance and I never really got to repent because I love the thought of fornication. It was the only thing that I have left in the satanic Kingdom and it was hard for me to let go at that period.

 

The Prophet had no evil intention. It was concerned for my salvation and that of my child. He is a happily married man. I was attempting to seduce a man of God, seduction is a power given by Jezebel against the men of God. This who love to be worshiped, or take God’s glory will soon fall to this wicked SPIRIT.

Both he and his wife were able to pinpoint my satanic powers. That I had a voice induced with seduction, a certain way of walking, a certain way of dressing. So today I’m telling you in the name of Jesus if you come from a background of doing these things it’s better that you repent and flee from all sorts of Satan’s cunning devices he may be using you and you don’t know it, repent.

 

So we often talk about my problems, personal and spiritual although my intentions was to be delivered, something in me wanted to remain in lust. I couldn’t speak to his wife because I was uncomfortable. And I knew something in me was guilty but I didn’t know exactly what it is. So that guilt was manifesting because my subconscious mind was attempting to seduce the man of God.

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The amazing thing about God is no matter how powerful the kingdom of darkness has made the Lord’s words will never fail. He says touch not my anointed, and do not harm unto my prophets. This man of God and our spiritual leaders, along with His wife took me through series of fasting and praying, I fasted for two years STRAIGHT, every weekend was automatically dedicated to God.

 

And I’m telling you my story so that somebody may be free. I’m telling you my story so that a man of God may know that not every woman who comes with the need of help needs that closeness. Please do not bring strife and jealousy in your homes by taking care of the so-called feeble sheep because they may have seductive powers still inside of them unless God reveal it to you. Be sensitive to the SPIRIT OF GOD because if not you will bring your own house down.

 

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So I begin to have thoughts about the men of God and when those thoughts came it didn’t please me but my conscious mind was well pleased because I was in the deepness of sin. And so when I was delivered and this is how I got my deliverance. I begin to tell the truth to God.

 

I began to tell God by openly every image, every open satanic vision and every imagination that went on in my mind, the emotions and I felt in my body how it made me feel. Please sisters; don’t hold your pee (urinate) for long because it is one way to subconsciously invites Spirit of lust because when you hold your pee, lies your uterus and also your point of pleasure.

 

So I encourage you listen to your body and don’t fall for the seduction within your own flesh because your flesh will please itself. How do I know? Because there is a sin of masturbation and homosexual sin and when you begin to commit such things, your mind falls in love with itself.

 

You now have the power to overcome your own body and this is all subconscious manifesting consciously. But we thank God for freedom in the name of Jesus Christ. So it happened that I couldn’t be around my sister, although I wanted a relationship with her. I was so contaminated and I had no trust for anybody.

 

I was so dirty that anything I thought about and everything I thought about was sexual because I was also lusting after her. And there came a day where I begin to confess my sins to God and I told him everything absolutely everything. How I vision and I don’t care who judges me or whoever reads this but just know the moment you begin to sincerely cry out to God and you ask him where did this come from, where did I begin, how did it begin with, whom did it begin with? He will surely answer you in Jesus name.

He is a God of second chances, although you ran well and fell DON’T STOP PLEADING WITH GOD, DON’T GIVE UP THE TRUTH. I was greatly ashamed and suffered loss of respect and position MANY TIMES!!! But to get to the feet of CHRIST JESUS. I CHOOSE TO SUFFER AND KILL MY FLESH, make amends to my wrongs.

 

And after 2 years I came to this revelation by the Holy Spirit to never give up, to keep on going tell God all of your secrets, tell him what is presenting itself as a mountain or a skyscraper. Lust my beloved brothers and sisters was a skyscraper for me and I’ll tell you what a skyscraper, is it’s firmly planted on the ground and its dimensions are accurately placed so that when wind comes by it will never and can never fall down.

 

It will shake but it will never collapse until a strong hurricane, tornado, whirlwind or tsunami hit and crushed it, or else you will never see the skyscrapers falling down. And these are the skyscrapers in my life that made me feel guilty. It was my sin that led me to my guilt but it was Satan that built it thank God that it is written there is no other foundation men can lay other than that which is Christ Jesus.

 

So my guilt was growing every day. There came a point of my life where I feel guilty about talking to anybody because I previously already messed up all relationships in the ministry and outside of the ministry in my family. I was a destructive person. And I have destroyed many relationships that I really could have benefited from especially that which of my sisters.

 

But there was this guilt that was protruding from my heart and it was a skyscraper that made me look high up above all relationships. I was jealous of every relationship each individual had within the ministry and every woman in the ministry. I would always mess up the relationship.

 

Because I had guilt in me, i had guilt as to how long will this relationship last? When will I kill this relationship? When is this relationship going to end? My brothers and sisters if you can’t trust a man who you see on Earth you can never trust God. I battled with subconscious guilt of wanting to hurt people’s children, guilt of hating, guilt of witchcraft, guilty of wanting to destroy marriages and all these things Satan built and continue to build on the inside of me.

 

Listen, is not your senses that has kept away sin, it’s your acceptance to his salvation. When you begin with God and show him how big your problem is, he will show you how big he is. Some people may have the mindset that I had messed up every relationship that I have ever, including with my kids Father. The guilt I had persuaded me to not continue in sin because I was already a sinner.

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I did not care for any soul. If there was pleasure in my body I disregarded all feelings for every human being and that was how I live my life. I slept also with my sister’s boyfriend or in the world cuddy buddy. And I had no sympathy. The spirit of guilt will remind you of your past of how evil and wretched and wicked you are, it will remind you of the things which you have done against God, giving you vivid pictures and images of your life of fornication and sodomy.

 

Giving you open visions and imaginations, seducing and making you to cry, but the spirit of guilt also has a best friend named “The Spirit of Rejection” and that Spirit of rejection comes in and it speaks death, and destroys you. When the Spirit of rejection comes in, it builds upon it own foundation.

 

It uses the same tactics as the spirit of guilt to come into your life and bring other destruction, it rejects relationship, it isolates you and separates you from those who truly love you and remind you of your past and you begin to isolate yourself and you begin to be alone because it wants to kill you.

 

But I thank God that we have a father of the fatherless, husband of the widow’s, a friend to the friendless and a lover to those who have no love. See rejection is what you call a satanic carpenter. It can build perfect obstacles and it knows because these are the real sins that you committed, so it takes your reality and turned it into something, but because you remember those scenes you start to accept them and when you accept them you are accepting the Spirit of rejection voice.

 

The Bible says in John 10 26 that the Sheep know his voice and a stranger they will not follow. I’m here to tell you that the voice of the oppressor cannot be heard by the children of God anymore. If you’re sitting up there feeling guilty, feeling lonely, rejected or felt isolated, it is because the Spirit of rejection has perfectly built things that you remember, the feeling and emotion and it uses that to push you away from those whom you’ve hurt, so that you’ll never ask for forgiveness and if you had, you’ll never forgive yourself.